nextgirl

THIS IS HOW I FEEL NOW....!!! SO FUCKING BORED AND SO LONLEY.... it was my birthday but no one knew that... i just don`t realise how could this happen??? only one friend and my parents knew that.... maybe this is the way to know who is your true friend.... now i know.... so ..... *As we grow up we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to let us down,probably will. *You'll have your heart broken,probably more than once,and it'll be harder every time. *You'll break hearts too,so remember how it felt when someone broke yours. *You'll fight with your best friend and maybe even fall in love with them. *You'll blame a new l

s there anyone that falls ? am I the only one in church today feeling so small ? cause when I take a look around everybody seems so strong, i know they'll soon discover that I don't belong. so I tuck it all away, like everything's okay if I make them all believe it, maybe I'll believe it too :) so with a painted grin, I play the part again, so everyone will see me the way that I see them. tell me now, is there anyone who's been there ? are there any hands to raise ? would it set me free if... I dared to let you see the truth behind the person that you imagine me to be ? would your arms be open or would you walk away ? would the

i'm excited for septer 8th cause that's when i get all that i want ....anyway....it will be my bday... & i just can`t wait till then .... and i'm excited for tommorow cause i'm ganna be out with my girlssssssssss and that just means a good time........ and i'm just excited for the future and everything that's going to come along with it....... i'm like too lazy to do something today but maybe i will clean my room :P bleah :))) i was looking at my past pictures this morning... and  i'm sad that i can`t have that life now... ok maybe is not what i really want but anyway.... i loved that time... when i was like a frisky child.... and no